Wita Zella

Around 04.05 AM this morning, I forced myself to wake up since I had a very very bad dream and it was worse when I couldn’t move my body at all. They say it was sleep paralysis, so that was my third or fourth sleep paralysis in this week. It’s sound crazy, isn’t it? how can I have sleep paralysis very often?! Now it’s 05.03 AM. I’m still awake and decide to write, My eyes seem very heavy to open, I know I am too tired to stay awake yet I’m scared every time I shut my eyes. I’m scared of the thought I can’t wake my body up. Moreover, those horror dreams are haunting me all the time. I think about the thing I’d done before I went to sleep last night. I remember I went to sleep around at 02.00 AM after I did unnecessary thing.. I cannot tell y’all what I did, but I can make sure it was the bad habit of mine. Lately, I’ve done that thing a lot and I don’t even know why.. oh I remember last night I blamed someone for something I did. I know, I know it’s not right to blame ...

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